'So near but yet so far'. I had never understand this sentence before. Nor understand what one meant or feel when they say this. 'So near but yet so far'. Such a short sentence, yet so meaningful. Now i know, and now i understand. Cause i understand pain started to come. As though there's millions of needles piercing though my heart. Every single beat that the heart made, adds more pain than the one i had before. I... am now lost and wounded all over. Can i be healed, i wonder. Will things get better, i wonder. Hope is all i have and pain is all i feel. Will i lose you? Are we moving apart? Is time separating us? I don't know...and... hope is all i have.